6/02/2002 02:27:00 PM   [ link ]

This weekend was very strange. Strange in that, while I hung out with people that I've spent a lot of time with in the past, it felt almost as if I didn't know them at all. Usually I am only very quiet in groups of people that I don't know well. This weekend I was quiet even around old friends. Everything was surreal, like in a dream where you try to move only it feels like you are moving through water. I kept struggling to react at the same tempo as everyone else, and at some point it seems I just gave up. Instead of participating in the conversation, I perched atop a tower at the cathedral playground and stared up at the architecture.

Somehow I was happier up there in my own little world, but eventually they made me come down.